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Sunday, 01 January 2006

  • It's been an hour and 56 minutes into the new year. Into the year 2006. It is strange to think about things now. Things seem so old now. It feels as if two years have ripped by quickly instead of one, I feel as if I am living in the future. I do have a new years resolution, though. It is my first. As many people know I am not satisfied with my looks and find myself quite horrific. During this year I want to get to the point were I am able to fit into all the really cute clothes that only come in mediums and smalls. I want to get to the point where I have trouble finding my sizes because all of the 6's 7's and 8's are gone at hot topic or wherever I'm at. I want to get healthier, not just look good but feel that way too. Mentally and physically. But more importantly I want to grow closer to God. I want to be a light that shines for him. I want to be able to talk with God like Adam and Eve once did; as close friends. Now you may think that is impossible but, truthfully, I believe that God didn't make us just so that we could be here. I believe we are like, pets or companions. We are capable of talking to God like Adam and Eve did in the beginning but, we have lost that closeness, and I want to get that. Lastly I want to get away my father...I want to be strong, and over come this. I am finished with being weak.

Monday, 15 August 2005

  • well...i'm back from "vacation"...shiza...*falls on the ground rolling around and laughing till she finds it hard to breathe* oh my god, yep that's who i prayed to almost every night *rolls around laughing harder* they are so stupid! oh man!!! *turns blue and then tries to stop laughing* *clears throat* errm. well it was an interesting trip i must say. highlits! >> dun dun dun!!!

    -riding the taco o.o

    -riding the quad at speeds that were forbidden and dangerously stupid

    -white water rafting

    -three GIGANTIC dogs

    -meeting up with j

    oh yes and of course the last one

    -getting home to see my baby girl!!! >< molly you're so cute i just wuv ya!!! *has a ton of new scars from being tackled by THE CUTEST MOST LOVABLE german shep/rot  ^_____________________^ *

    alright now about meeting j...i was really really nervous...not before-hand but during the time i first saw him i freaked out...yep...a normal situation >>;;; so basically i acted stupid just like i do in front of everybody else o.o i acted more like an *uses a big word* extrovert (dun dun dun!!!! o.o) or so i was told >> but i had fun ^ ^ we played munchkin and he whipped me and my brother at it ;_; i was glad he beat my brother but..it's called a truce j!!! i was nice to you!!! and so in the end i let him win because i didn't want to help me brother o.o such foolish foolish pride. and then we wandered around walmart for the rest of the time...yes walmart...the scariest store in the world. there were a few..."technical difficulties" shall we say to me and him actually going shopping at the mall like we had planned....but i did get to go shopping anyway!!! despite the fact i hate shopping i was rather um...what's the word i'm looking for?...ah yes! i was rather entertained! ^ ^ i finally found a corset that i like and looks good! n________________________n..er...i mean...i found a cool shirt..? i had to of course hide this shirt from my dad >> but the other shirt i got!!! is extremely cool as well ^ ^ it's like an old western shirt, ya know...kinda lacey and stuff? well i show you people later what it actually looks like but it's really neat ^ ^ it looks like something you'd wear to an old western funeral or be buried in!!!! *sighs dazed* it's so pretty. an i got a few pairs of earings and...oh yeah...>> i'm rambling....well...it's great to be back home (AT MY MOMMY'S HOUSE [yes mommy's :D]) and i'm looking forward to chatting online with friends and seeing other friends but not school....which starts tommarow u_____u AND I CAN'T REDYE MY HAIR!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!  T_T  my mommy won't let me because i have to get my pasport picture taken in a month ;__;  but the color will be out by then!!! *sniffle* i have to find SOME way to terrorize the incomming freshman and strike fear into their hearts with just a gaze into their general direction ;_; i can do it too and i WILL dangit!!! anyway i've got to go now it's late...well..not really...but i'm tired so i'll finish the rest later. well later peeps ^ ^

Thursday, 07 July 2005

  • ...i don't want to be here...kill me...please...before i'm beat to death...*remembers what her dad told her* "i should beat your ass untill your skin matches your fucking hair!!!"...please...just shoot me in the fucking head...later....

Sunday, 03 July 2005

  • Currently Listening
    We Are Not Alone
    By Breaking Benjamin
    forget it
    see related
    alright....this is my last entry for a while...i dunno...maybe i'll be able to make a post every now and then but...don't count on anything...i'm going to my dad's..what fun...everyone's telling me to hurry back and i say : as soon as i can...i love all of you very much...leave me some messages...i have to go now....later

Saturday, 02 July 2005

  • ...dreams...what do they mean....do they honestly tell you something...or do they just tell fictional stories...?...do they tell desires...or do they tell things to come...?...do they tell truth...the truth behind things you don't want to hear and simply ignore....?....the answers to these questions is something i search for....have searched for...will search for......the dream the came to me last night was...horrendous...awful...petrifying...

    a boy walked up to me, older, taller, dark hair, warm smile and gentle hug to greet me. i, in return hugged him back and looked up at him and returned his smile, but his vanished when his eyes met mine. "what's wrong?" he said. "nothing" i replied with a confused look on my face. "you're eyes..." he said. "they tell the truth, they're cold...and sad...and hurt." cold...the word pierced my heart...he turned around and began to walk away. "wait...what do you mean?" i said as i put my hand on his shoulder. he turned towards me and looked at me. after a moment he hugged me again and whispered in my ear."i'm sorry. goodbye kuri" ...

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